New Journey

University course is about to start on next Monday and i'm officially an Utarian now. Before the course begin i already face several problems like what the heck are those notes talking about and why my timetable sucks .Things are going to be alright i sure and what i need to do is deal with all these problems. One thing that i'm pretty sure , uni life definitely not as easy as high school and college it gonna be tough like 100 times tougher .Like what i have said DEAL WITH IT . I'm not gonna shiver like somebody does (only my college friends know what this 'shiver' means ).

I don't look good in this photo #ugly

 I stunned for 5 seconds after i read those notes .Music gonna become one of my best partner when i'm studying .No more play in university , i have to cherish i have the chance to enter uni and study course i wanted to .Like an old man told me :' not everyone has the opportunity to continue your studies in uni , learn to  appreciate'.

 When people say NERD , the first thing in my mind is a round  black framed spec and i bought one for myself .

Did i ever tell you guys i adopted a puppy for one week?

I don't think i did, okay here's the photo of my puppy and i named her Gigi.

Aww, look at her she's so adorable .

 And this is how she slept .Lazy doggie , always sleep !

 The violin that has been stored in my room for few years . I bought it years back ago , before my SPM if not mistaken and one of the string has gone due to unknown reason i mean i didn't know who broke my string and how he or she did it .oh my poor violin .

 During these holidays i always eat , eat and eat .And those foods were really in big portion so as a girl that cherish and appreciate what i have or had so i always finish all of them.

 Hell , my weight never decrease but increasing in every single day .Okay, no food no life , hopefully study hard will help me burn away those fats .

Monday !! It's Monday , i 'm kind of excited about my first class actually .Seldom drink coffee for past months so i have to bring coffee back to my life again , stay awake and stay alert ! That's all , BYEE BYEE!Auf weidersehen !

A day with 38s

After waited for few months and finally we were reunited *sounds serious* . Planned the outing for few weeks or a month but still no decision made .First was Penang then was Bangsar but in the end we went Sunway Pyramid and at first was planning to ice skating but ended up by watching people skate and made me cannot stop laughing ! I superb like the guy who was wearing blue shirt and skate in so many funny ways  , one thing to mention i don't really know how to skate and i laughed at people =.= rah , i'm bad and i know it .

Like usual outing we watched movie ----Dark shadow , i didn't know the person who plays the role Barnabas Collins *if not mistaken* was Johnny Deep until i saw the review .I'm that kind of person that so not into movie but i do like dramas .

While waiting for the movie to be started we 'floated ' around the shopping mall .

And these 3 people are so happy .

 Andrew the big nose with his birthday present ! I GOT LAID EGG TODAY shirt!

The ugly moment of Melvin .hahaha

And the high angle !

 the Korea souvenirs from Che Hsing which are still stay in my bag until now .Hey there , those 3 dudes when you all want to bring them home ?Not forget to mention , Che Hsing gave us a sheet of facial mask from Korea.

 Thank you , Che Hsing !Next time jie jie go Malacca visit you !

we 3 were so happy with the magnet .

Look at this turtle , her head look round isn't it?And i miss her fake gorgeous eyes ! 

I have no idea why he has this type of expression when eating .

And i really miss those day we been together , study together and travel together .Actually we had been to many places together and we enjoyed those moments .

Now all of us are busying with our uni , so gonna miss Amelia which gonna go UK , Che Hsing which gonna go Malacca and Andrew which gonna go Nilai .Why don't i miss melvin? Because our uni are just beside each other .no misses require .

Gonna prepare and start my orientation week from tomorrow .

Live to learn

I promised myself to update my blog at least once in a week but i did not . Being a lazy bum for month and thank god my uni is going to start. Did go to lots of places during this month but i have just lose the interest to update my blog .Changed my blog url and i thought i will keen for updating my blog but it ended up with no new update for months .Again i went to Bangkok in April and so so photos to be uploaded .I don't know is there anyone reading all these craps i wrote since i will only scroll down and look at the pics of other's people blogs.

First day,
I almost forgot what i have done on the first day and now i'm reminding it as much as possible...
On arrival i will suggest to take public taxi if you go together with one or two friends and make sure you take the taxi from the public taxi stand at the airport because last time when i took a taxi from somewhere over the airport which was not a taxi stand and i got cheated =.= he dropped us somewhere we didn't know and told us that he didn't know how to go to our hotel and so asked us to take the other taxi .And we have to pay the fare some more .p/s: make sure you keep the receipt which given by the taxi stand never let the driver hold your receipt !

Day 2 , i think !
Grand palace which also known as Wat Phra Kaew .It's located at the city center of Bangkok but foreigners need to pay 400 Baht in order to enter the Wat ( inside).It was a sunny day which is one time hotter than in Malaysia ! It was around 42 degree Celsius as a Thai told me , felt like burning like a roasted pork .
One thing to be mentioned , proper wear is indeed to enter the Wat . So i brought my 'personal' sarong ! If you did not have one no worries you can rent one from the shop opposite the Wat .It is around 30 baht if not mistaken .

Wat Phra Kaew

Look at my ugly face with the ugly slipper .The weather was extremely hot , it made me has no mood to put on make up because i very sure it will end up with melting and nice clothes will end up with sweats .My sweat never stop producing and it was like drop drop drop and flow .Imagine you have to drink at least a bottle of water in an hour time .This trip broke my record i never drank more than 3 bottles of water a day .

After the sweating session , it was the time for streets foods.I could remember when it was since what i remember until now is only the weather .

 Stall selling my favourite fried fish cake and fried crabs .

 a type a dessert with crispy outer layer and creamy texture inside .

 Another favourite ! Pork satay and you can ask for the sticky rice also.

 How they steam the sticky rice *TRADITIONAL WAY *

 crispy toast from an unknown bakery  , maybe is R-Roy .

 I always heard people say * mostly are girls * it is  a must to buy a Naraya bag if you go to Bangkok 

Shopping and shopping but i didn't buy anything .

On the way walking back to the hotel and i saw this .As you can see in the photo the mattress have height same as one floor and those people were lying on the mattress and the van was moving like a normal car on the road .*claps claps* 

Bird nest set as a dessert after dinner .

There are only two photos with my face and this is the second one.

The camera holder i mean me always take photo of people but never that photo of herself .

This is the end of the post and i hope i have the mood to blog more often .Cannot wait to start my Uni life hope it would goes like when i was in Tarc .

And also , hope Mechatronics Engineering is a right choice for my future. =D 

Fill in the blank pages in my 2012 planner

Sometimes i wonder why everything that i wrote in my planner will never happen even though it's only a small thing .
It just never happen.
Tried many times to plan what should i do in the coming weeks or months but they just never happen like forever.
I already fed up .
So , the planner left blank for the following months .
Perhaps i can fill some of the pages from now , before i start my university life.
I don't really know the course much , i mean i'm blur.
Blur in every single thing .
Like what i like to say , God will help you make the decision when you don't know what to do .
Everything has been set up .
It's fated .No changes can be made .
Still stick to the slow line .No photo again.
Getting excited to meet new friends and learn new stuffs .
I wish to join as many clubs and societies as i can .
I hope i can handle all the stuffs i'm going to face .

Good night .

Hello , April !

Now comes the April but it didn't be as nice as i thought .Fine, everything will be alright , i guess .
Things that i hope it will happen didn't happen.This is how my life goes , things never happen like how i plan.
Of course i have been down for few weeks but ow i'm alright .
Wish to blog but my internet line sucks .
No photo can be uploaded nor posted .
Here is a post to welcome April .
Hello, April.
Be nice to me , please .

Totally stressed out

Few hours more , i will know everything .Things that waited for so long , my dream and my everything . Right ow i'm totally stressed out , my mood has stayed at unstable zone from yesterday night. Insomnia has became my best friend since January and it visit me almost once in a week.It never happen before , i mean it never happen for 19 years but everything changed after 2011 gone.

Rah ! Hope everything will be fine later.

Just few hours more !

I can't stop to think about it .

 I guess i will know the result in 3 hours time.

WHAT AN 'AWESOME' MARCH =l

Power Up !!!

Bad mood and emotion had bothered me for few months and now is the time for me to forget about all those troubles and relax.I'm pretty sure all the troubles, problems and everything will gather up and come back to me on April . Few days left before April , just take a break by reading some magazines and drinking my favorite local coffee. Met a lot of new people in this month .Some of them were nice but some of them were just too weird for me . I'm not a typical Asian but i always bear in mind that not everything can be that 'open mind'.

Choosing a right course become one of my biggest problem in these few months . I have decided but still considering , what a troublesome woman. I let God to make the choice , like can blame no one after all .Went to education fair but it brought more problems to me . At that tough moment , i even think of finding a fortune teller to tell me how my future will be.After a long long night , out of sudden all the worries gone .Everything back to the normal like very normal .

Things that i worried for few months will have a solution in very short time.Friends are all getting into university and about to start their course , wish them all the best anyway.My best friend is busying doing her portfolio , wish her good luck as well.Please do remember my charming smile if you're leaving to London .

 My family is my biggest effort , they support me no matter what decision i made .Leave or stay ; cry or smile  they will always be there for me . Thank you for all the love you all gave to me .

I'm not mature enough but i'm not naive nor innocent . I need more experience .I always bully my sisters and they always let me bully .I know they will win the game if they wanted to bully me but they always tolerant me just because i'm their elder sister .Maybe my sister will not read this because she's kind or person that don't like to read English.

Life is short , enjoy it .Think back to 15 years ago , when i was still a naive girl with a long long pony tail .Everything was new, awesome and weird for me , i always curious about everything i saw and always ask why why why but now i grew up and i lost my curiosity . Things can be really simple when you have simple mind but the simple world will not come back to me forever . I cannot back to those days but i can eat what i have eaten in those days like 

 Dried fish fillet , so sorry that i have finished all the fillet .

Plum sticks !!

Everything will be coming very fast , i'm ready for all the challenges and i become more confident to myself .April , i'm waiting for you to kiss me in 8 days more *kiss* 

 My legs look short somehow but the fact is they are really short .hahaha

 It's already one o'clock in the midnight .Good night and have a sweet dream!

TSCHUSS!

Chapter one of March 2012

March 2012.

This month is definitely a tough month for me.

Studying overseas is the toughest decision ever, too much to bother , to many things to think.

Before i decided to study at Germany , i had think a lot such as tuition fees , living expenses , language problem and even my results . When everything of these have just settled down ,new problems appear somehow.

Sometimes, i ask myself am i fated to not study at overseas? Don't i deserve to study at other country?

I worked hard to get everything that i need to do to make my dream come true but now comes the trouble again .

It's heartbreaking when you worked so hard and so long just to make something happens but it does even happen at the end .I'm lost ,totally lost .What should i do next? wait or just stay here at complete my study and work ?

I'm not gonna think about it anymore , if it's meant to be ,it will be.Not gonna be unhappy again , life is short we must live it !! ROCK AND ROLL !

Forgive me for not updating the part two of the trip , i'm kinda lazy for these few weeks or few months?

I do went to China after the BP-JB-SIN trip .

Didn't take many photos because everytime when i took out my camera , people will look at me like a bizarre animal just ran away from her cage .So , i wasn't comfortable to snap too many photos but i did snap a few .

 very different from other countries , people ran away when they saw someone snapping photo.

Things aren't really cheap compare to last time .I never try their street foods due to the hygiene problem.

 spot the baby girl on the bicycle , how can she sleeps like that ?

The weather was just cooling like you were in a open air air-conditioned area.

No photo of me in this trip because i don't want to be a weirdo in that place.

April is coming to visit us and it will be nice to me isn't it?

I believe it will .

December Big Deal I

Trip to Johor and Singapore in December blah blah date , actually i suppose to go Batu Pahat together with Amelia , Che Hsing and Melvin but who knows i fell a sick before the important trip so i have to go Batu Pahat alone later.Here to remind , Melvin overslept on that day and missed the bus so he had to buy another new ticket to go Bp and when he was on the way to Bp his little bus broken down hahahahah , this is how he get to Batu Pahat what an awesome experience .

Arrived Batu Pahat around 4 o'clock , it was like so damn long sitting in the bus and wait .

Then i told Amelia that i was hungry like never eat anything for 100 years , so she told me they bought me Ban Jiang kuih which not named as Ban Jiang Kuih , it has a new name because of our awesome Amelia which always help things to change their real name.

 The 'ban jiang kuih' stall .it wasn't bad to try.

 Still having fever .

 Had dinner with Andrew's parents which we called them as Uncle Raymond and auntie Lee ,i think.

Actually , my mind was floating around because i just had the cough syrup before we headed out to have dinner .Then Amelia thought 'KIM GUEA' is a human being so she asked who is KIM GUEA ?== 

hallo ! Kim Guea is pumpkin wei! 

Next day , my fever is getting better or already recovered? whatever i already forgot , but they gave me a new nickname as MAIN SOURCE because of me they all were suffering for coughing and running nose , Amelia even got her eyes swollen like a gold fish .After having dim sum as breakfast  we headed to UK Farm at Kluang .

 She was shiok sendiri in the car .

 Finally, we arrived UK Farm!!!

 That day was super sunny ! The sun gonna burn our skins.

 A cafe that never open .

 Archery , ignore my ugly and rude pose .

 Her eyes still swollen *a bit *

 I wonder how i gonna hold the lambs and what is goat grass?

 Feeding those sheeps or lambs or goats whatever animals eat grass.

 scared by a little sheep with its meaaakkkk sound.

 The white lamb seems like want to carry it instead of Amelia.

 A dunno where area where i keep on asking is there any snakes?

 They are busying with the Ostrich .

 Ostrich shoot!

 Somewhere like Kampong Orang Asli , the photo senget because the land was not flat at all so we need to turn our heads about 45 degree to make the whole photo balance but obviously we failed ==

 Rumah Panjang ?

 Goodbye and thank you !

 Passion fruits farm .

 Looks like New Zealand !

 the lamb says SMILE =)

 Mushrooms farm 

 Andrew started to lost control and all of us became darker

 Those days , when we were still young

 For the Birthday boy and girl , ah hsing and ah lia.

The other day was Che Hsing birthday he expected us will surprise him at 12 o'clock while we planned to surprised him at 1 or 2 o'clock .

 Taa-daa a small birthday cake with a video .

 suffering when we waked him up .

 Fall asleep infront of his cake .

 Waked up and stared at the cake .

 Watching his birthday video .

Live wishes from three of us because we didn't have ours in the video .

This is what i did at Batu Pahat , more to update about Johor Bharu which we stayed at Melvin's house and Singapore .