I Love You This Big

Actually , what i gonna write here is totally not related to the tittle but i feel like putting this song name as my title so please don't think too much .I gonna post a ton of photos here because i always hate to write since my English is not perfectly good.I hate to do things that i'm not confident in it ,it makes me feel so sick about it.

Went Luna Bar with Amelia,Amanda,Andrew,Wyzen and Melvin it was an awesome outing because we get lost in Kuala Lumpur .We have been searching for the bar for more than 30 minutes and finally we found it.

Call Us Malaysia's Next Top Model or Powerpuff  'Girls' will be better?  

Just when we were ready to go out, Mr Andrew said he has no socks no wear -.- then he decided to iron his smelly socks .This is the situation at the moment.

Melvin and Amelia .

 Andrew look like a loner sitting beside us hahahhaha pity him.

Her face shows the taste of the pizza.....nom nom nom not bad not bad.

Camwhore on the stairs.

My legs look fat here!-.-

Call me pretty girl please!=p( toilet bowl is provided for those who wants to vomit)

When I was drunk i started to do weird pose.

Spot Andrew and Melia they look like couple in this photo!woo hoo *clap hands*Joking joking please don't get mad !

Melia anty and I

This is the face expression when a turtle drinking beer.SIGH

 Amanda with Wyzen

 I'm getting higher and higher..-.- 

walking alone?

Then.....

Played Tennis with friends yesterday.

 Pity my tennis balls,Emerson always hit them with velocity 120m/s many of them sacrificed because of this reason.Two of the members sacrificed yesterday T.T 

 Kelvin was waiting for bikini girls , how pervert is he?VERY , EXTREMELY !!!

 She scare i'm prettier than her so she turn her head when we were taking the photo.

 Praying ? Amelia likes his butt huh?

and and and went to ate dim sum as lunch!

So,these are all special events happened in this week .For more information please stay tuned !

The Rainbow fades away

Strong wind is blowing into my room, it didn't calm my heart as i thought .

It makes me more nervous and more upset, things didn't go as smooth as i want them to be, i'm totally exhausted i need someone to talk to, yet nobody is free.Problems are getting more and more but no one is solved.I don't know the decision i have made is right or wrong,at least it's my own choice i chose this road.I might regret but i really don't know what to do .

I try to think tons of reasons for me to do this and hope i can do it.

I want to become more independent,i want to grow stronger and i know this is the only chance to let me achieve these.

放下Let Go

这篇‘文章’纯碎写爽所以爱美丽啊（AMELIA）你就不必抱怨为啥要写华语了。

刚才很不小心的游览了安德鲁（ANDREW）的部落格发现他竟然说我很可爱！虽然，这本来就是事实不过从他的部落格看到我还是会吓一跳毕竟他是有点'孤僻‘的人吗！难道难道，他他每天都偷偷的STALK我？哈哈哈哈，当他看见时应该会把我给杀了吧！

言归正传，我要纠正一下我之前的文章因为我们伟大的安德鲁要读的不是PEDIATRIC 而是 chiropractic 其实我不太懂这是什么毕竟我对医科一点儿兴趣都没有。

今天，一如往常的早起然后突然想到朋友对我的意义。

朋友，其实非常的重要噢！可能他们比家人还要了解你，毕竟我们都是志同道合才会变成好友吧！

有些人你可以更他们无所不谈哪怕你们才第一次见面还是刚刚认识，有些不管你认识了多久还是没有话题可以聊。一样的想法在一场友谊里扮演了很重要的角色，我很庆幸有了你们！你们是就是茂汶（Melvin），阿么俩（AMELIA），安德鲁（andrew)还有很多很多噢（不能一一列明敬请原谅）。

突然很想送首歌个你们，可是AMELIA 你就不必看了吧。

EIEIEI，不要误会哦！我想说人生几何能够的到知己！

还是这个比较适合？

还有还有，昨天跟AMELIA聊了一整晚的电话耳朵还差点聋掉！！我们竟然不知不觉地聊了一个小时，十六分钟！！话题还蛮广的，从叮当到火鸡，又从火鸡到红红的东西！如果想知道什么是红红的东西请浏览这里！！好了就写到这里吧！

Chit Chat

I thought of give an awesome title for my post but since Mr Andrew like to ask me how the rainbow be in my heart and don't know what don't wait for me, so is better to put a normal tittle instead of bombastic one.Back to topic,went to college at 6.00 as usual lied on the table and slept as usual, walked to canteen at 7.20 as usual then went in Dk 4 which was the place where our first class of Semester 3 will began.

I know it's lame to tell everyone what i did or have done today since nobody wants to know == GILERR .!!

Today's special was AMELIA DIDN'T ATTEND CLASSES 

AND

ME,ANDREW AND MELVIN went to the dessert shop?I don't know what should i call that shop so i decided to call it as AUNTY GHOSY SHOP  .Why i say so?Because the aunt was weird , terribly weird !She will delays 5 secs when you try to talk to her .For example:

Me:  Aunty,i want...... 

Aunty ghosy: .....(5 secs) this?

Me: yes!!

Aunty Ghosy : 50 cents

Me : and i want to ta pao the yam cake and the fried yam!

Aunty Ghosy: .......5 secs again..........these are not yam cakes !

Me: huh? ohh then i want two!

Aunty ghosy : *look at me * then 5 secs again ........

Me: erm, and this also!

Aunty Ghosy: *delaying* this is not fried yam..It's sweet potato

Me: whatever la .then give me one !

Aunty Ghosy :* ta paoing for me *

Me : aunty i want this similoo also!

Aunty Ghosy: *ghost voice* this is not similoo ,it's pumpkin dunno what

Me: == then give me this also.

Then the taste of the pumpkin don't know what was yucks,maybe me and Melvin cannot tahan the taste and it was like whole bowl nicely left on the table.

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THEN 

we chit chat as usual but suddenly we talked about study overseas and Melvin wants to continues his studies at Taiwan ,while Andrew wants to enter IMU maybe for Chinese Medicine or Paediatrics .Another funny thing happened at this time ,we suggested Andrew to go China to learn Chinese Medicine then he said he will talk like a china man when he backs to Malaysia.And he might marry a China woman ahhhh,Amelia's heart breaks!! Then we keep on talking and talking until i said let's go home!

That's all for today and below is my gilerrr photos!!

 eii where is my head?

TADDAAAA 

AHHHH don't Blur my face!

O.O EXHAUSTED

Next paper,Chemistry 2 and yet i'm still blogging.sigh

The weather for these few days was madly hot ,40 degree Celsius perhaps ?Monday was the day where the last semester of my course started and the time table sucks!Can you imagine you will have 4 hours break for one day that's mean on Tuesday i will go college at 8 a.m and back at 4.00pm but there's only 4 classes for that day.okay,fine then the worst thing is i will be having German class on Tuesday and Thursday .I expected the time table will be very nice so i don't need to rush here and there but the fact is it doesn't look good for me T.T I still need to rush back and then rush to the Jln Ampang again in one hour time.

The time table for German course and the time is fixed.

But nevermind because i believe i can do it ,ahhh my future suddenly seems so bright!!*weee*

Like what mama said you must give out something before you can get something !What i need to do now is DO MY BEST!

I thought my diet plan was going well until i saw this!== CHEESE CAKE ,then i started to lose control and  ate them.....T.T the plan was totally failed .

OKAY !It's the time for Chemistry babe and 

tomorrow will be the first day of meeting up with new friends? !

Hahhahha i hope so! BYE BYE

我病发了

久违的考试后群症又再度的回到我身边，我正式的宣布我病发了。

各位请不要紧张，不要慌张病发时，我顶多只会咬你一口不会做出太变态的行为。

 病发时，我会不知所措就好像这样.....

天啊，我很乱啊！！

症状二，想要找个门来敲敲我的头让我的脑可以运作一下。

以上都是本人接下来的一个月会做出的异常行为所以看到这样的我请不要太慌张，一个月后我的病就会痊愈然后我就会恢复正常！

Happy Mother's Day

Mom,there's only one thing 2 do 3 words 4 you!!I LOVE YOU forever!!

Happy Mother's day and thank you ♥

The Rainbow In My Heart

 I just wanna be myself.

Do whatever i like.

Wear whatever i feel comfortable.

Outfit of the day.

-Casual wear .-

I know Amelia sure will say YER UGLY !!

cheh,who cares jek!!!! bwahahahahha

I mean i feel comfortable when i wearing what i like .Not everyone can accept this type of style ,something like Bohemia or Gypsy style but i like . I have dozens of Harem and fisherman pants but i don't dare to wear when outing with friends since everyone finds it looks weird and i don't like the feel being stare and scan by strangers.The only place i can wear this type of clothes and pants without feeling weird is my shop and Bangkok.

Thanks to my sister for helping me take this photo that makes me looks as short as possible!

Nice one ,my legs look 5cm long .My face expression lagi yong sui,that's the reason why i mosaic ed my 

face. 

Caruon -Carmen becomes Juon 

This will be the effect of editing photo together with my beloved sister.

Beware Of Stalkers

Found out some stalkers that like to stalk me (hahaha joking joking) and 3 out of tons are my friends !They keep on asking me some questions that i said not to ask !

 Spot my sister!She likes to do something weird behind me!

Ehhh ._. stalkers ?Sounds scary horrrr!

Actually, i just wanna post something to release my stress since i cannot solve my awesome, pretty maths question.Take a break and continue my revision! 

Exams?!!

 Today is Friday !!! Don't worry i'm not gonna sing 'FRIDAY' by Rebecca Black since many of us found it's 

kinda annoying.hahahhaha

First paper will be Pure Maths and i still struggling with it.

 Hello , my dear Math please do love me !!

 My table is just like another war zone!

Went to KlCC today because of  the new opening of Uniqlo.Woke up at 6.30 am then went out at 7.00,queued for 2 hours just because of a recycle bag .sigh.But i think Melvin was very happy at that time since he saw his Amanda and Elaine .

Mickey Shirt ,actually it's belong to Melvin but the noobie Mel forgot about the shirt ,so as a responsible sister i will help him to take good care of his baby Mickey.

 And ta-daaa here comes my new clothe CHECKERS oh CHECKERS.

That's all for today and i'm totally broke now.No more outing and concentrate on my exams!

Maths here i come to hunt you down!

Perfect?

I'm not perfect and this is the reason why i keep on searching for a perfect person,but reality shows me there's no one can be perfect.

He or she will be perfect when you think there are,they are perfect to you but not others.That's why he or she is precious, they are the one that  make you feel they are perfect and there are the right one for you.This is the feeling i have been finding for.

I'm a Virgo that have all the characteristics it should have, if you wanna know please feel free to visit this website it has mention the personality of Virgo and i agree with it (here ).

Someone think i'm crazy and some doesn't.The real ME is like this.....

I can be crazy and serious it depends on the situation.,i do serious when i'm doing my job or studying ,when comes to play i can be 1000000000000000 times crazier than you .This is me and nobody can change me except myself.A levels is really a hard job for me and the course is only for one and half year ,i'm about to entering the last semester and it's going to end very very soon.I want to enjoy my teen year ,i don't want to waste it ,i want my teen years full of happiness and memories .

I LOVE.PLAY.EAT.GOSSIP.NERD !

When four of us sit together and start to talk,the conversation will never stop until someone says let's go home.Too many topics and too much of gossip to let us talk about.

 Melvin,the only one who always let us wait for.

 I know i dont look adorable in this photo(hahahah)

 Yea,this so called friends!!! zoom in my face just for THEMSELVES!!=P

 This is the reason why i gained weight!!!

     The big fat BEAR!

I love myself!can this be considered as Egoist?OF COURSE NO!

 I open my mouth as big as possible just for a piece of tofu.SIGH

 Tell me what and why please!=)

 I play !!!

 I can be nerd as well 

 The only one who always kena bullied by me!

and then suddenly feel like listening to this song

Okay,that's all for today !!