Strong wind is blowing into my room, it didn't calm my heart as i thought .
It makes me more nervous and more upset, things didn't go as smooth as i want them to be, i'm totally exhausted i need someone to talk to, yet nobody is free.Problems are getting more and more but no one is solved.I don't know the decision i have made is right or wrong,at least it's my own choice i chose this road.I might regret but i really don't know what to do .
I try to think tons of reasons for me to do this and hope i can do it.
I want to become more independent,i want to grow stronger and i know this is the only chance to let me achieve these.
