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Today I don't feel like doing anything ,I just wanna watch all the dramas .Finally, the As exams were officially  ended but i don't feel happy because after this everything will become hard and harder.

Since,i'm sure that i won't take any course that related to Biology so i decided to drop it!!! Hurray,this is the best news ever for me .

Yesterday was a sunny and nice day because Amelia,Amanda , Melvin,Wyzen and me went to Putrajaya for photo shooting!I think the turtle was planning to abandon me since she told me at the last minute =.=

but her plan was totally failed wahahhahahah *evil laugh*.Actually is because i will be having a test on the next day(today) so she wants me to be a clever girl to study my bizic !Ohhh,so touched!

Jumping shoot .See i can jump higher than my actual height !Actually i'm not short just SMALL in size only! 

I personally don't like this photo!Look at my little legs ,they are as short as Seven dwarfs'. 

 With Sister Amelia 

 With Wyzen

With Amanda

  Roadshow?Modelling ?If i can grow taller maybe can become a model!!hahaha joking joking! 

Malaysia's New York City aka Putrajaya

 Jump jump jump!!

What if the fountain works suddenly?

 What the hell with the 0.?

 Amelia wanted to molest Melvin as usual.

 at the lake side

 I can stop talking but i can't stop moving

 Green green green!!I need sunlight to restore my energy through photosynthesis??!!

 Tak ada image dah ==

 Melvin looks like doing warm up behind me.

Photo of the day

Actually, Andrew was there just nobody realize !Andrew ,don't worry you're in Melvin's heart!

Wait for me to come back from Bangkok then more and more interesting stuffs will be uploaded ,so please stay tuned!

Waiting For Holidays

Two more papers to go and i'm free for one week perhaps.
Found back something that are really memorable while doing the cleaning,here are some of the 'lost and found' items. 

The most memorable item ever- My pre-school report book ,it age is between15 to 16 years old perhaps.

I wish i can back to the kiddy time which has no worry.

A pressie from a best friend or should i say we were best friends before the argument began, anyways i hope we are still friends but for sure our friendship bond will never be as strong as we used to be. 

Some people know what camera or photograph means to me.I will never join Photography club anymore but i still like to be a photographer because i don't want to recall back all the bad and ugly stuffs anymore.We fought for the power and so we became enemies anyways that was the worst memory i ever had ,so i warned myself not to repeat the history again . But as the saying goes :' History repeats itself ' although i didn't try to hurt anybody yet people still tend to hurt me ,spread rumors and false statements  about me .What to do?And this is life ,a place that full of lame and naive people .

Since,many people ask me about crystals so i decided to introduce one of the member of crystal to you guys.
This is Amethyst , a crystal with purple or lilac colour for Chemistry students its chemical formula is SiO2 .There are a lot of legends about Amethyst so you can search it from the web if you want to know more about it.It's not easy for people to differentiate the real and the fake(artificial) Amethyst for me the only way to differentiate it is depends on your feeling .The real Amethyst will give you a cold and peace feeling .Beside Amethyst the stone that i liked most is Turquoise,maybe you can try to Google about it.=)

I'm on the edge of happiness

Air is everywhere but i still can't get enough!!!!!!

Hallo anyone please provide me some fresh air!!Okay back to normal,i'm done for hating those people that just made me feel so uncomfortable with whatever they done.Argh!

The only solution to solve these problems is IGNORE THEM .Okay IGNORE THEM!

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I always feel like biting someone when i'm angry, maybe it's affected by Domo.Rawrrr Biteeee you!

3 more papers to go and i'll see heaven , luckily i have a Bangkok trip right after my exams ,how cool it's!!Hohoho, i know YOU are jealous but what to do hahahahahahah!

 As you can see from the photo my desk has just back to the war ----- world war 3 war zone

Chemistry, thank you for driving me crazy T.T 

Physic and Biology thank you for making me psycho==

I though i won't be as stress as when i was taking paper 2 exams but the fact is IT'S THE SAME no matter you are having paper 1 exams or paper 2 exams! 

 Playing with this little Rubik's cube while doing Chemistry revision release stress mah !

she will accompany me for whole day  ,so touch !

A stack of stuff is waiting for me to get them done after my exam T.T Exhausted?I have no time to exhaust also and this is called as life.

Extra info ; Ohhya, i have done with the Bangkok Project bwahahha how efficient  am i ?Super?I did it in slide show so just wait for me to present it to you all!!

The Rainbow fades away

Strong wind is blowing into my room, it didn't calm my heart as i thought .

It makes me more nervous and more upset, things didn't go as smooth as i want them to be, i'm totally exhausted i need someone to talk to, yet nobody is free.Problems are getting more and more but no one is solved.I don't know the decision i have made is right or wrong,at least it's my own choice i chose this road.I might regret but i really don't know what to do .

I try to think tons of reasons for me to do this and hope i can do it.

I want to become more independent,i want to grow stronger and i know this is the only chance to let me achieve these.

习惯？

今天真是紧张的一天，连睡觉发梦都在被化学可想而知我有多紧张！

不过，还是顺利的逃过一劫*开心* 可是可是明天才是噩梦的开始，时钟一直嘀嗒嘀嗒的在想告诉我时间在一分一秒的飞逝！我办得到吗？真的可以吗？我可以！只要相信，我一定可以！

今天考完后想要回家，可是又不想搭地铁接到某个站下车去搭巴士，这真的是一个很错的决定！

一个小时的路程让我很不舒服，不论是心理还是生理上都很不舒服！

第一，巴士不但一直摇摇晃晃还很闷热！

第二，怪叔叔们让我感觉很恶心！

写到这里我还真想睡，好了不写了好好的碎个午觉然后再起来奋斗吧！！

不懂

我已经不懂我到底浪费了都少时间，多少日子。我已经不懂，我在做的是对是错。

我已经不懂，我是谁了。

我想要逃脱，逃避 可是事实总是得面对，问题总得解决。

当别人的灯熄灭时，我才刚要开始复习，它才刚刚亮起。

夜阑人静，内心却得不到应该有的平静。

 我还是我吗？当初的魄力还在吗？

桌上的钟表告诉我没时间再耗下了，可是我却还没准备好。

我不懂，我到底有没有做错决定。

 它，陪了我一整晚。

可是，我却还是没坚持到最后。

我很我自己，哪有怎么样？事实永远都不会改变。

我以为我能改变，我以为我有能力可是到最后结果还是一样。

我很不开心，我不是你的发泄对象请不要把气出在我身上，让我自由好吗？

放下Let Go

这篇‘文章’纯碎写爽所以爱美丽啊（AMELIA）你就不必抱怨为啥要写华语了。

刚才很不小心的游览了安德鲁（ANDREW）的部落格发现他竟然说我很可爱！虽然，这本来就是事实不过从他的部落格看到我还是会吓一跳毕竟他是有点'孤僻‘的人吗！难道难道，他他每天都偷偷的STALK我？哈哈哈哈，当他看见时应该会把我给杀了吧！

言归正传，我要纠正一下我之前的文章因为我们伟大的安德鲁要读的不是PEDIATRIC 而是 chiropractic 其实我不太懂这是什么毕竟我对医科一点儿兴趣都没有。

今天，一如往常的早起然后突然想到朋友对我的意义。

朋友，其实非常的重要噢！可能他们比家人还要了解你，毕竟我们都是志同道合才会变成好友吧！

有些人你可以更他们无所不谈哪怕你们才第一次见面还是刚刚认识，有些不管你认识了多久还是没有话题可以聊。一样的想法在一场友谊里扮演了很重要的角色，我很庆幸有了你们！你们是就是茂汶（Melvin），阿么俩（AMELIA），安德鲁（andrew)还有很多很多噢（不能一一列明敬请原谅）。

突然很想送首歌个你们，可是AMELIA 你就不必看了吧。

EIEIEI，不要误会哦！我想说人生几何能够的到知己！

还是这个比较适合？

还有还有，昨天跟AMELIA聊了一整晚的电话耳朵还差点聋掉！！我们竟然不知不觉地聊了一个小时，十六分钟！！话题还蛮广的，从叮当到火鸡，又从火鸡到红红的东西！如果想知道什么是红红的东西请浏览这里！！好了就写到这里吧！

Chit Chat

I thought of give an awesome title for my post but since Mr Andrew like to ask me how the rainbow be in my heart and don't know what don't wait for me, so is better to put a normal tittle instead of bombastic one.Back to topic,went to college at 6.00 as usual lied on the table and slept as usual, walked to canteen at 7.20 as usual then went in Dk 4 which was the place where our first class of Semester 3 will began.

I know it's lame to tell everyone what i did or have done today since nobody wants to know == GILERR .!!

Today's special was AMELIA DIDN'T ATTEND CLASSES 

AND

ME,ANDREW AND MELVIN went to the dessert shop?I don't know what should i call that shop so i decided to call it as AUNTY GHOSY SHOP  .Why i say so?Because the aunt was weird , terribly weird !She will delays 5 secs when you try to talk to her .For example:

Me:  Aunty,i want...... 

Aunty ghosy: .....(5 secs) this?

Me: yes!!

Aunty Ghosy : 50 cents

Me : and i want to ta pao the yam cake and the fried yam!

Aunty Ghosy: .......5 secs again..........these are not yam cakes !

Me: huh? ohh then i want two!

Aunty ghosy : *look at me * then 5 secs again ........

Me: erm, and this also!

Aunty Ghosy: *delaying* this is not fried yam..It's sweet potato

Me: whatever la .then give me one !

Aunty Ghosy :* ta paoing for me *

Me : aunty i want this similoo also!

Aunty Ghosy: *ghost voice* this is not similoo ,it's pumpkin dunno what

Me: == then give me this also.

Then the taste of the pumpkin don't know what was yucks,maybe me and Melvin cannot tahan the taste and it was like whole bowl nicely left on the table.

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THEN 

we chit chat as usual but suddenly we talked about study overseas and Melvin wants to continues his studies at Taiwan ,while Andrew wants to enter IMU maybe for Chinese Medicine or Paediatrics .Another funny thing happened at this time ,we suggested Andrew to go China to learn Chinese Medicine then he said he will talk like a china man when he backs to Malaysia.And he might marry a China woman ahhhh,Amelia's heart breaks!! Then we keep on talking and talking until i said let's go home!

That's all for today and below is my gilerrr photos!!

 eii where is my head?

TADDAAAA 

AHHHH don't Blur my face!

O.O EXHAUSTED

Next paper,Chemistry 2 and yet i'm still blogging.sigh

The weather for these few days was madly hot ,40 degree Celsius perhaps ?Monday was the day where the last semester of my course started and the time table sucks!Can you imagine you will have 4 hours break for one day that's mean on Tuesday i will go college at 8 a.m and back at 4.00pm but there's only 4 classes for that day.okay,fine then the worst thing is i will be having German class on Tuesday and Thursday .I expected the time table will be very nice so i don't need to rush here and there but the fact is it doesn't look good for me T.T I still need to rush back and then rush to the Jln Ampang again in one hour time.

The time table for German course and the time is fixed.

But nevermind because i believe i can do it ,ahhh my future suddenly seems so bright!!*weee*

Like what mama said you must give out something before you can get something !What i need to do now is DO MY BEST!

I thought my diet plan was going well until i saw this!== CHEESE CAKE ,then i started to lose control and  ate them.....T.T the plan was totally failed .

OKAY !It's the time for Chemistry babe and 

tomorrow will be the first day of meeting up with new friends? !

Hahhahha i hope so! BYE BYE

我病发了

久违的考试后群症又再度的回到我身边，我正式的宣布我病发了。

各位请不要紧张，不要慌张病发时，我顶多只会咬你一口不会做出太变态的行为。

 病发时，我会不知所措就好像这样.....

天啊，我很乱啊！！

症状二，想要找个门来敲敲我的头让我的脑可以运作一下。

以上都是本人接下来的一个月会做出的异常行为所以看到这样的我请不要太慌张，一个月后我的病就会痊愈然后我就会恢复正常！

Happy Mother's Day

Mom,there's only one thing 2 do 3 words 4 you!!I LOVE YOU forever!!

Happy Mother's day and thank you ♥

The Rainbow In My Heart

 I just wanna be myself.

Do whatever i like.

Wear whatever i feel comfortable.

Outfit of the day.

-Casual wear .-

I know Amelia sure will say YER UGLY !!

cheh,who cares jek!!!! bwahahahahha

I mean i feel comfortable when i wearing what i like .Not everyone can accept this type of style ,something like Bohemia or Gypsy style but i like . I have dozens of Harem and fisherman pants but i don't dare to wear when outing with friends since everyone finds it looks weird and i don't like the feel being stare and scan by strangers.The only place i can wear this type of clothes and pants without feeling weird is my shop and Bangkok.

Thanks to my sister for helping me take this photo that makes me looks as short as possible!

Nice one ,my legs look 5cm long .My face expression lagi yong sui,that's the reason why i mosaic ed my 

face. 

Caruon -Carmen becomes Juon 

This will be the effect of editing photo together with my beloved sister.

Beware Of Stalkers

Found out some stalkers that like to stalk me (hahaha joking joking) and 3 out of tons are my friends !They keep on asking me some questions that i said not to ask !

 Spot my sister!She likes to do something weird behind me!

Ehhh ._. stalkers ?Sounds scary horrrr!

Actually, i just wanna post something to release my stress since i cannot solve my awesome, pretty maths question.Take a break and continue my revision! 

Exams?!!

 Today is Friday !!! Don't worry i'm not gonna sing 'FRIDAY' by Rebecca Black since many of us found it's 

kinda annoying.hahahhaha

First paper will be Pure Maths and i still struggling with it.

 Hello , my dear Math please do love me !!

 My table is just like another war zone!

Went to KlCC today because of  the new opening of Uniqlo.Woke up at 6.30 am then went out at 7.00,queued for 2 hours just because of a recycle bag .sigh.But i think Melvin was very happy at that time since he saw his Amanda and Elaine .

Mickey Shirt ,actually it's belong to Melvin but the noobie Mel forgot about the shirt ,so as a responsible sister i will help him to take good care of his baby Mickey.

 And ta-daaa here comes my new clothe CHECKERS oh CHECKERS.

That's all for today and i'm totally broke now.No more outing and concentrate on my exams!

Maths here i come to hunt you down!