Totally stressed out

Few hours more , i will know everything .Things that waited for so long , my dream and my everything . Right ow i'm totally stressed out , my mood has stayed at unstable zone from yesterday night. Insomnia has became my best friend since January and it visit me almost once in a week.It never happen before , i mean it never happen for 19 years but everything changed after 2011 gone.

Rah ! Hope everything will be fine later.

Just few hours more !

I can't stop to think about it .

 I guess i will know the result in 3 hours time.

WHAT AN 'AWESOME' MARCH =l

Power Up !!!

Bad mood and emotion had bothered me for few months and now is the time for me to forget about all those troubles and relax.I'm pretty sure all the troubles, problems and everything will gather up and come back to me on April . Few days left before April , just take a break by reading some magazines and drinking my favorite local coffee. Met a lot of new people in this month .Some of them were nice but some of them were just too weird for me . I'm not a typical Asian but i always bear in mind that not everything can be that 'open mind'.

Choosing a right course become one of my biggest problem in these few months . I have decided but still considering , what a troublesome woman. I let God to make the choice , like can blame no one after all .Went to education fair but it brought more problems to me . At that tough moment , i even think of finding a fortune teller to tell me how my future will be.After a long long night , out of sudden all the worries gone .Everything back to the normal like very normal .

Things that i worried for few months will have a solution in very short time.Friends are all getting into university and about to start their course , wish them all the best anyway.My best friend is busying doing her portfolio , wish her good luck as well.Please do remember my charming smile if you're leaving to London .

 My family is my biggest effort , they support me no matter what decision i made .Leave or stay ; cry or smile  they will always be there for me . Thank you for all the love you all gave to me .

I'm not mature enough but i'm not naive nor innocent . I need more experience .I always bully my sisters and they always let me bully .I know they will win the game if they wanted to bully me but they always tolerant me just because i'm their elder sister .Maybe my sister will not read this because she's kind or person that don't like to read English.

Life is short , enjoy it .Think back to 15 years ago , when i was still a naive girl with a long long pony tail .Everything was new, awesome and weird for me , i always curious about everything i saw and always ask why why why but now i grew up and i lost my curiosity . Things can be really simple when you have simple mind but the simple world will not come back to me forever . I cannot back to those days but i can eat what i have eaten in those days like 

 Dried fish fillet , so sorry that i have finished all the fillet .

Plum sticks !!

Everything will be coming very fast , i'm ready for all the challenges and i become more confident to myself .April , i'm waiting for you to kiss me in 8 days more *kiss* 

 My legs look short somehow but the fact is they are really short .hahaha

 It's already one o'clock in the midnight .Good night and have a sweet dream!

TSCHUSS!

Chapter one of March 2012

March 2012.

This month is definitely a tough month for me.

Studying overseas is the toughest decision ever, too much to bother , to many things to think.

Before i decided to study at Germany , i had think a lot such as tuition fees , living expenses , language problem and even my results . When everything of these have just settled down ,new problems appear somehow.

Sometimes, i ask myself am i fated to not study at overseas? Don't i deserve to study at other country?

I worked hard to get everything that i need to do to make my dream come true but now comes the trouble again .

It's heartbreaking when you worked so hard and so long just to make something happens but it does even happen at the end .I'm lost ,totally lost .What should i do next? wait or just stay here at complete my study and work ?

I'm not gonna think about it anymore , if it's meant to be ,it will be.Not gonna be unhappy again , life is short we must live it !! ROCK AND ROLL !

Forgive me for not updating the part two of the trip , i'm kinda lazy for these few weeks or few months?

I do went to China after the BP-JB-SIN trip .

Didn't take many photos because everytime when i took out my camera , people will look at me like a bizarre animal just ran away from her cage .So , i wasn't comfortable to snap too many photos but i did snap a few .

 very different from other countries , people ran away when they saw someone snapping photo.

Things aren't really cheap compare to last time .I never try their street foods due to the hygiene problem.

 spot the baby girl on the bicycle , how can she sleeps like that ?

The weather was just cooling like you were in a open air air-conditioned area.

No photo of me in this trip because i don't want to be a weirdo in that place.

April is coming to visit us and it will be nice to me isn't it?

I believe it will .

December Big Deal I

Trip to Johor and Singapore in December blah blah date , actually i suppose to go Batu Pahat together with Amelia , Che Hsing and Melvin but who knows i fell a sick before the important trip so i have to go Batu Pahat alone later.Here to remind , Melvin overslept on that day and missed the bus so he had to buy another new ticket to go Bp and when he was on the way to Bp his little bus broken down hahahahah , this is how he get to Batu Pahat what an awesome experience .

Arrived Batu Pahat around 4 o'clock , it was like so damn long sitting in the bus and wait .

Then i told Amelia that i was hungry like never eat anything for 100 years , so she told me they bought me Ban Jiang kuih which not named as Ban Jiang Kuih , it has a new name because of our awesome Amelia which always help things to change their real name.

 The 'ban jiang kuih' stall .it wasn't bad to try.

 Still having fever .

 Had dinner with Andrew's parents which we called them as Uncle Raymond and auntie Lee ,i think.

Actually , my mind was floating around because i just had the cough syrup before we headed out to have dinner .Then Amelia thought 'KIM GUEA' is a human being so she asked who is KIM GUEA ?== 

hallo ! Kim Guea is pumpkin wei! 

Next day , my fever is getting better or already recovered? whatever i already forgot , but they gave me a new nickname as MAIN SOURCE because of me they all were suffering for coughing and running nose , Amelia even got her eyes swollen like a gold fish .After having dim sum as breakfast  we headed to UK Farm at Kluang .

 She was shiok sendiri in the car .

 Finally, we arrived UK Farm!!!

 That day was super sunny ! The sun gonna burn our skins.

 A cafe that never open .

 Archery , ignore my ugly and rude pose .

 Her eyes still swollen *a bit *

 I wonder how i gonna hold the lambs and what is goat grass?

 Feeding those sheeps or lambs or goats whatever animals eat grass.

 scared by a little sheep with its meaaakkkk sound.

 The white lamb seems like want to carry it instead of Amelia.

 A dunno where area where i keep on asking is there any snakes?

 They are busying with the Ostrich .

 Ostrich shoot!

 Somewhere like Kampong Orang Asli , the photo senget because the land was not flat at all so we need to turn our heads about 45 degree to make the whole photo balance but obviously we failed ==

 Rumah Panjang ?

 Goodbye and thank you !

 Passion fruits farm .

 Looks like New Zealand !

 the lamb says SMILE =)

 Mushrooms farm 

 Andrew started to lost control and all of us became darker

 Those days , when we were still young

 For the Birthday boy and girl , ah hsing and ah lia.

The other day was Che Hsing birthday he expected us will surprise him at 12 o'clock while we planned to surprised him at 1 or 2 o'clock .

 Taa-daa a small birthday cake with a video .

 suffering when we waked him up .

 Fall asleep infront of his cake .

 Waked up and stared at the cake .

 Watching his birthday video .

Live wishes from three of us because we didn't have ours in the video .

This is what i did at Batu Pahat , more to update about Johor Bharu which we stayed at Melvin's house and Singapore .

The Five Pee-ians

Meet up with 5p-ians before we face the holy mama day-23th Jan ., i mean Amelia, Che Hsing and Melvin since the Andrew's still enjoying his wonderful holidays at Batu Pahat without us .Waiting for him to go Hong Kong so i can get one more souvenir from there. I remember i told them i got the best souvenir from Amelia from what she had bought for us , so to make those who hasn't get their gift to envy i want to take a blury photo of the souvenir to 'stimulate' them .

This is the only part of the souvenir i can show and it's definitely an awesome , pretty thing . 

I'll show you how its looks like when all of you guys get your souvenir , don't ask me why because Amelia says so .

Went to Victoria Station on that day which i already forgot what day it was but who cares as long as i remember i went there =D

Photo edited by Amelia 

We gossip as usual , crazy as usual just like what we did last time .

 A dvd who created by Amelia which has lots of crazy videos of us. Thank you for making and giving us such a great gifts before we get ready to start our university life. Lots of crazy moments and great memories are included inside at least i'll still remember i met such great friends when i was studying at TARC. 

Wish all of my friends can enter university they wanted to go and get course that they wanted to study. All the best to you guys and please remember me !And Andrew please come back to KL as fast as possible because we need to gossip and update!

Days after A -Level

I've been busy for these few weeks fly here, float there , travelling and working non stop and finally Chinese New Year is around the corner and i might have some times to rest and clean my little room .

Rewind back to November & December , lots of things happened in that month of course i had different feels for different things .
November big deal :
Overnight at Double Tree Hotel before we head to Sekinchan , the land of paddy .Since i have good sense of direction so Amelia chose me as her Navigator as known as GPS  of course we lost in some unknown highways around Setiawangsa  and Jalan Duta i think  but at the end we managed to arrived our destination safely , proud of myself MUAHAHAH.

 Checking in . I actually overslept until Amelia called me .

 They serve cookie for every customer and their cookie is delicious .
Turtle Amelia always craving for their cookies after she tried once .

 Calculating the budget for the whole trip .

We'll never let go any chances to snap photos .

 Look at Che Hsing then you'll know how excited he's , as you can see in the photo the bathroom of the hotel room is transparent and the best thing is it has rain shower .

 The mattress and blanket was so nice to sleep .

 The flexible two continue to be FLEXIBLE in the bed , their flexibility getting worse at night .

 Melvin became Kimono * not sure* with the pillow and all.=.=

 To make the whole plan in budget we bought sushi , bread , instant noodles (maggi mee) and yakult from Isetan .Sushi as our tea break , bread , kaya , instant noodles as our dinner and yakult as next day breakfast .

 who knows suddenly outside was raining then our maggi mee become our lunch .And we had our dinner at Pizza Hut .

 After dinner,MASK-ing section hosted and sponsored  by Amelia Tham.*claps claps*

  Before we sleep , champagne section since our Amelia get drunk easily so no alcoholic drinks is allowed!
DAY 2------SEKINCHAN, SELANGOR
After 2 hours plus , we finally arrived Sekinchan.
I still remember the roads name when we heading to Sekinchan , something like Tiram Buruk , tiram , tiram  the whole kampung name is Oyster something .Amelia even checked the weather forecast before we went there and it proved that it wasn't accurate .

 Paddy Field =D

 I look like a silly woman and i know it .

 oh gawd , my hair ...

 went to the beach since i forgot its name i'll call it as Sekinchan Beach .
It was super hot on that day , everyone was craving for air-cond and cold drinks .

 Look at me , i got sunburn.

 Don't under estimate my power !*boommmm*

Our Sekinchan trip end under the blue sky .
Since this already long enough to make people bored , so the December part will be next time round .
Still got lots to write and tell.