When Everything makes me sad

This year really a bad year for me

BADLIST:

1)Got bad result for my SPM

2)Failed my car license test

3)Final-Failed 3 subjects out of 4

There are many many more that i do not wish to list it out.

Today,Miss Foo gave us back our exam paper or should i call it answer paper?

Ya,it was bad!The result was bad,terrible!

I hate myself,i  thought ,i expect, i will did it better than last time,but ended up i failed.

Miss Foo said my English is too Chinese,and i totally agree with her.

Seriously ,i agreed what she said but i felt so down.

I know this is my own problem i cannot blame anyone except myself.

No matter how many books i read i still cannot improve my grammar.

I know this is my problem but i just cannot solve it.

Biology is also another problem for me,i admit i not really like Biology not because 

of anyone the main problem is me.

From Form 4 until now my Bio subject marks wouldn't more than 65, no matter how much 

attention i pay in the class,how many times i do revision the result was still the same,it was BAD.

I used to think should i drop it,don't waste my time on this subject that i will never success nor like.


I' speechless now,if you know me please leave me alone ,don't try to ask me or comfort me,i never 
need that,i can settle it by myself.